About vividardence

i'm Will. i write poetry, most of the time, and sometimes I share it. often vaguely trying to stick to putting something up every day, often not doing that for large stretches of time. often don't make much sense. hope you find something to enjoy,

‘a return, of sorts.’

we knew, in instances, those
who fell and those who stood.
the stories that persisted,
that ground themselves into
the dirt, the path burned
by passing, the footstep
crush of grass and convenience.

that’s where we found the wolf,
persisting in what we knew
to be incorrect. it wasn’t,
but it took us years
to realise.

‘the cost of rebirth’

we swore much, dedications to gods,
lower case or otherwise, and gave
our fealty, blood bound, neatly cut
and stacked to causes, nations,
people.                  we knew what we’d
break, and what we wouldn’t. it was
a renaissance of creative interpretation,
legalese, fine print of promises
sworn by an honest, but unwilling
heart.

‘breakthrough’

figure eight of flowing ink, words
of slate, rock cliff crushed
to nothing in our hands,
an apology that vines
through conversations,
faced and denied, refuted
need in the name of hurts
not made, but felt, till time
brings understanding — what
and who the words are for
isn’t always clear while
they’re being said.

‘we can picture it’

shift from life to live
alongside the sediment,
the rock we sought
to know. changes drip
through the earth and touch
all that’s come before. care
take the darkness, burrow
beneath the wreckage, love
places that can’t be touched
by the living. walk with
the dead, what they were
before the winds shifted
and left them here. here,
here we found the quiet.

‘permission’

i will allow myself to be
furious about this. to feel
it build in the blood,
uproar of upcoming vindication,
correction woefully ignored
or misunderstood. it is
what we are, what
i wish i was. i don’t
have a right to this, the
rage is borrowed, bound
to a story i have not lived.

“existence is like this.”

silence, insurrection. over hilltops
we’ve swarmed, down city streets,
waved placards in front of more
or less everywhere. after all
that noise, silence feels alien
and yet we’re getting used to it.

indifference is the face of god,
lower case, observant and uncaring.
the fury grows despite ourselves,
and all we say comes to pass,
and nothing’s done. i’m just
writing, doing nothing, i’ve no claim
to struggle other than that i made
for myself. i am owed nothing
and they are owed the world.

calamity woke us – below,
always below. corridors, halls,
all paths eventually twisted
to us. now they’ll twist for us.

the water grows dark, castle walls
fall, and we decide to keep swimming.